I was thinking tonight about how little we take video of the kids. Will I be able to remember these moments. Already, when I think back to Charlie's babyhood, I wonder what it was to hold him in my arms. To nurse him to sleep in the big chair. What did it feel like when he snuggled on my chest.
I think it is one of those things where you need to pause, close your eyes, and will the feeling, the smell, the light of the moment into your heart.
I love raising these boys. They are growing so fast, becoming so much.